I got the feeling it was time to go there.
Crystal blue sky painful bright
hurt my eyes.

And I traveled the long road alone.
a penny fool(full) of thoughts
No before behind
inbetween somewhere

Nothing to be said at your dying bedside 

The words can’t touch anymore so we do this by feel.

A heartache deep inside
only I can taste.
Bile on my tongue 
The moment in one.
you are undone.

each moment connected to the next moment
until each breathe spreads out
so far apart. Farther and farther.
approaching zero sum.