I haven’t felt this way before
That the pieces fit together and formed a whole.
That they were connected and wanted to be out together.
it has its own volition.
and I am not in control of it.
it knows what it wants to be
and is using me to get to its own ends.
moving through me
seething beneath my fingertips
on the tip of my tongue 
waiting to be born.
it is not patient
it is alive
it is exciting and also strange.
the idea started as a seed and has grown to have its own aspirations.
the idea has become larger than one