If I could just dissapear.
No body left behind to find.
Like a star collapsing on itself becomes such nothing
That all that remains is it’s gravity
Somehow larger than it was before in its absence.
A feeling in the air.
I never wanted to hurt anyone
But at these moments
I think I have lost my way.
I don’t know how to survive
This dark road
This imploding.

(I will of course, but sometimes the feeling is overwhelming. Show me your light again. I look for it every evening and can’t find it anymore) 
  hang in there. Just a moment….