It hurts a tiny bit (if I am honest)

Put me in coach! I swear i won’t just wander off in the outfield picking at daises.

I can catch that ball! 

(I mean I never have before, but this time, surely?)

It’s not that I expected it.

It’s that it is so unexpected

In a time a revelations.

I wonder how close it was considered?



But I’m unofficial.

No publications.

No book deal.

No agent.

This is not a career, but something else entirely.

I’m fading before I’ve begun.

And what difference does a little difference make?

ahh…um?

Things don’t work out that way.

I’ve got my own ticket to pay.