Complicated is where my projects go to die.

They get hard and tedious and then I have a half written MuseScore file sitting on my computer .

Not this time. This time I have a vision and I’m going to see it through.

I spent hours in the dungeon scoring out a piece. It has a choral part. Maybe 2/3 done, but have a clear map in my head. I have friends who sing with me in choirs. I can make this a reality. I need to make this a reality.

That’s sortof of the what the song is about, how my extreme introversion is my Achilles heel and in the song I am apologizing for that. For everytime I let an idea languish bc I don’t know the right people and have no idea how to find them. Everytime I got scared to make noise.

Posting shit on the internet doesn’t count as bravery.

Bravery is asking my choir peeps to do a project with me, sharing my most vulnerable self with these people I love, and making it exist, even for a precious moment, in the real world.

I can do this.